January 2010
55 posts
boysboysboys;]
carmenlovelyy:
we like boys with carssss.
Buy us drinks in bars
December 2009
84 posts
I feel kinda guilty.
Going through Greg’s phone.
I didn’t think I would find anything like the conversation I found.
He deleted his sent messages, but there’s still a good portion Of AJ’s text.
“Dude. You passed up two weeks of non-stop partying here to go hang out with her.”
“She’s not just your best friend, and you’re starting to realize that.”
...
Going through Gregay's phone;;
There was a text from AJ.
“Because she’s getting to you. You’re finding out that you don’t like being without her.”
I wonder who that could be about..
I’m scared.
What I have with him is worth it. It is worth every lonely night, every tear I cry from missing him, and the pain I feel from not having him close. It is worth it because he is my one and only. When I picture myself years from now, I see only him. No matter how painful distance can be, not having him in my life would be worse.
This reminds of something Carmen would sayy;;
carmenlovelyy:
sammishine:
you ask why i don’t trust you? well, i think it would be obvious. you call me beautiful one day, you deliberately make me feel special, you end the conversation with charm, & flattery and talk of beginning again tomorrow. tomorrow comes. you walk right by me in the hallway, you don’t blink an eye. we don’t talk. i check my phone every ten seconds, with nothing...
carmenlovelyy:
sammishine:
We should get jerseys, ‘cause we make a good team. But yours would look better than mine; Cuz ’ you’re outta my league. <3
RELIENT K!!!!! i take personal responsible for introducing them to u :]
yupp :)
It’s all because of you :)
This reminds of something Carmen would sayy;;
you ask why i don’t trust you? well, i think it would be obvious. you call me beautiful one day, you deliberately make me feel special, you end the conversation with charm, & flattery and talk of beginning again tomorrow. tomorrow comes. you walk right by me in the hallway, you don’t blink an eye. we don’t talk. i check my phone every ten seconds, with nothing changing. i...
psychological fact;;
when a person cries and the first drop of tears comes from the right eye, it’s happiness. but when the first roll is from the left, it’s pain.
This made me cry. So hard. But it's one of the...
You’re riding in a Camaro with a beautiful boy, and he’s racing the strangers in the lane to your right, who may or may not know they’re being raced, but he’s playfully staring them down and you wonder how they don’t feel his gaze. Then he glances over at you and smiles as if the sight of your face has just melted his heart, and even though his eyes haven’t been on the road for three minutes and...
We should get jerseys, ‘cause we make a good team. But yours would look better than mine; Cuz ’ you’re outta my league. <3
After a while you get sick of caring , and you’re too hurt to fight. Sometimes, no matter what you do, things won’t be alright.
No question marks, no exclamation points! and no “buts.” I love you, flaws and all. Bottom line. No questions asked.
I will never regret you or say that I wish I’d never met you, because once upon a time, you were exactly what I needed.
I’m falling apart, I’m barely breathing. With a broken heart that’s still beating. In the pain, is the healing ; In your name, I find meaning; So I’m holdin’ on, I’m barely holdin’ on to you.
His smile is my weakness. Everytime the corners of his perfect soft lips curve up, i can’t help but to smile myself.
Sometimes we need a best friend to point things...
“You know what your problem is? You have no idea what you’re worth. I’m serious, you don’t know how beautiful you are. I mean, when I look at you, I shiver. And you can’t even see it.”
—Gregory
You’re the excuse I use when I stop trying.
I miss him in so many ways, but right now I miss him in the way you always miss someone when you’re single among a room full of couples.
It’s about quarter past eight and I’m waiting on the corner where you said we’d meet. Well, it’s about 3 hours later and I’m still standing in the rain. But it’s alright you forgot because my hair needs washing anyway. It’s alright, I’m completely over it. You must have just forgot it was tonight. Or may your grandma’s ill or something., you...
You were the last thing on my mind for the past couple months. I refused to talk to you, talk about you, or even think about you. I was so sure i was over you and you had left for good. But that one “hey whats up?” made my stomach drop. Everything came back again. All the feelings and emotions; good and bad. Then, when you said “What would you say if i told you i still like...
I deleted you out of my life. literally, and metaphorically. I blocked you from Myspace, & deleted your album. I got rid of your group, and your screen name. I refused to talk about you, to even think about you. I convinced myself of how much of an asshole you are, But one IM brought back all those feelings. Everything. That one hello reminded me why I even liked you.
When we’re alone you adore me. When we’re both dressed you ignore me.
i wish that i saw you more throughout the day and knew what girls you talked to. not because i’m jealous or controlling. but i’m just afraid that you’re going to find someone better and i’m not ready to lose you.
So heres to you and here’s to me, living our lives separately. It’s a great big world & I’m a single girl. So I’m glad I’m leaving, I won’t shed a single tear, wishing that I had you here. I don’t need a man to hold my hand. I’m stronger than you think I am.
You said you never meant to hurt me but that doesn’t make it right. You said you were wrong and apologized way too many times but that doesn’t make it okay. So listen when I say it’s not alright, it’s not fine. When you see the tears falling down from my eyes I’m not okay, I’m not that strong. But I guess I should have seen it coming all along.
I always thought you’d come back. I thought that we would always be, well, us. We’d say some things, you would leave but you’d always come around. You always did. But this time.. this time you turned your back and left, with not even a glance back at the mess you left behind. This time it was different. You never came back. And well as much as I hate to admit it, I miss you. Look...
It was a small mistake, but sometimes that’s all it takes.
I don’t want us to fall apart today. Or ever, really. You’re the one who said you’d never leave.
and sometimes your heart takes you to places that can never lead to a happy ending.
fuck it. fuck the ‘he won’t know what he has until it’s gone’ bullshit. i want a kid that’s gonna know what he has when he has it, not when it’s too late.
jared;;
“No, it’s not “whatever.” We have a relationship worth fighting for, and I’m not going to let this go. Even though we’ve fought maybe even more than we’ve laughed lately, I can’t just give up on this. I can’t pretend like you never made a difference in my life. I’ll fight for this if you will.”
Ohh damnn :)
At the end of the day, you either focus on what’s tearing you apart or what’s holding you together.
so cry your eyes out, darling. he hurt you when he said he never would. so many broken promises and lies, so many heart aches and tears, all the pain he put you through, he doesn’t deserve a girl like you.
of course she’s gonna say she’s happy for you, and flash...
heyy :)
Carmen.
Greg’s over.
And we really want you to get on.
Because I miss you.
And I thought it’d be a wonderful idea to have a really long rblog.
between me, you, and Greg.
But you’ve kinda disappered.
And I knda miss you.
A lot.
Carmen! I'm taking after you :)
I started following this guy because I thought his picture was cute :) lol
Just like you :)
Carmennn
Get back on so we can have another really long reblog so my tumblrarity goes back up :(
ohh dearrrr.
this is complicated.
talking to three people on fb.
two people on myspace.
four on myb.
three through text.
trying to keep up with tumblr.
and talking to BJ on the home phone.
TOO MUCH!
Don't worry guys;;
I found Carmen.
She was in Michigan.
WHERE THE FUCK;;
carmenlovelyy:
sammishine:
carmenlovelyy:
sammishine:
Is Carmen?!
I miss the hell outta her :(
haha ur so sillyyy
Well if you didn’t just disappear on me I wouldn’t be forced to use bad words.
PS we are so hanging out when i come back.
Oh! I know. I have so much to tell you!!!
WHERE THE FUCK;;
carmenlovelyy:
sammishine:
Is Carmen?!
I miss the hell outta her :(
haha ur so sillyyy
Well if you didn’t just disappear on me I wouldn’t be forced to use bad words.
haha u guys are soo sillyyy
carmenlovelyy:
so the last time i was on tumblr was like 6 days ago? well, now i have like 2304982 pages of tumblr to go thru… i shouldnt do that anymore. haha. and i liked the messages from people saying “carmen?!?!?!? why arent u on tumblr anymore?!??!?!” haha it made me feel much loved :]
happy merry christmas eve! :]
and tuckers bday! :]
i just feel really happy right now. :] haha
[could...
How To Pick Yourself Up Off The Floor
carmenlovelyy:
nothingbutadreamer:
quote-book:
julie911:
♥ Immerse yourself in something positive. Volunteer at a no kill animal shelter. Read to the elderly. Start an art project. Do something to create a positive influence for yourself. Negative thoughts and places are dangerous when you’re down. ♥ Stop letting yourself only see the negatives when you look in the mirror. I used to always...
They say loving you is my biggest mistake but how can it be so wrong if it feels so right? If ever I made a mistake, its not that I love you, its thinking that someday you’ll love me too.
WHERE THE FUCK;;
Is Carmen?!
I miss the hell outta her :(